I'm trying, really I am.
Trying to get a new job. Putting in as many resumes as I can find jobs to apply to. Even part time. And temporary positions.
I have to keep trying to stay positive. But it's frustrating.
I understand that a lot of people are going through this at the moment. It's just the climate of the economy. And I should be grateful that I'm one of the people who still have a job while I'm searching. This, I know.
My issues really come from watching people come and go from where I am, and I still sit there. And some of these people are my friends. And I've watched them leave (some in entirely bad circumstances) and eventually find positions that make them happy. They've made changes in their lives based on that change, and they're doing well. And I'm watching my life stay the same. Partly because I'm afraid to take a risk, because I like the relative security of what I have. And partly because I just don't know what else to do. I can't make people see that I should be part of their organization. I can't make up skills that I don't have, or convince people that I can do things that they don't see that I can do. I just don't sell myself well enough for that.
I guess I should learn. Add that to the list of things that I need to put more effort into.