I feel like I'm drowning. Every time I think I may be able to take a deep breath, fill my lungs, something drags me back under. I don't know what to do.
There are supportive hands and voices out there, but the most heard thing is "What are you going to do to change it?" If I knew that, wouldn't I already be doing it?
And so I continue to tread water, with as much strength as I can, waiting for the tide to change, to give me a chance to save myself. I cam only rely on that.